I'm starting to get nervous. I have a doctor's appointment next week, and I'm sure he'll order a u/s for next week or the week after. For almost two weeks, it has been me and the bean. I am falling in love all over again - I just can't help myself. I am so afraid that inevitable u/s is going to crush my dreams and break my heart, just like last time. I have to keep reminding myself, "If God leads you to it, he'll lead you through it." I keep praying and hoping that this time everything will work out.